I don't remember writing this

Her eyes they take me over, they possess me, exorcist… I need one. Heart… I need one; I have this empty feeling and space in my body that cannot be full unless I retrieve what matters most? But what is it that matters most; does it not differ from you to me? What matters to me? Well there are women, food, sex, sports, music, comedy, games, and inspiration. But what am I inspired by? I do not know, how could I possibly know.